.Lovesongs.[They.Kill.Me].Marilyn.

[Bill Kaulitz]

He sat with his feet hanging over the edge of the roof top, he waited for it all to just slip away, but it never did not mater how many times he tried it never slipped away, he could sit for hours days even try but never would his pain leave him. The only thing that seemed for a short time ti relieve him of his pain was singing o humming to himself. So he began gently at frst but the getting stronger.

“Lovesongs, they kill me,
They kill me... Now,
Love songs are killing me,
Are killing me... Right now.”

Slowly he trailed off the worlds he sang described how he felt at the current moment in time, love to Bill was nothing more than make believe In Bill’s World that he lived and breathed in Love was just a word.

God only knows how long Bill had been up there this time, an hour, three, four, five maybe but he couldn’t be sure and neither could the wind. Bill sat in silence he was meant to be down in the dinning hall meeting Marilyn but he found he just couldn’t move. He new that by not showing up that Mar would kill him but he was ok with that mar could kill him any time they were best of buds which gave her that authority.

[Marilyn Taylor™]

Escape to the stars
Feeling so free
Just you and me
Escape to the stars
Chasing a dream
All that we need is to believe
Escape to the stars

These words could be heard blasting out of Marilyn’s iPod while dancing around her Dorm. Marilyn felt really connected with those lyrics. She wished that she could just escape to the stars and just get away from it all. But well it could never happen because a) how the hell would she get there and B) well who would she go with. She was so over the L word. Marilyn was so over the L Word because she never seem to Find that one guy, so now she doesn’t care and she is gonna live life now, and if he comes along he comes along… and if he doesn’t he doesn’t.

Marilyn Now Found herself lying on the floor staring at the Ceiling just flowing with her. She looked at the clock and quickly jumped up and scrambled around to find clothes to change into. She finally found something to change into. She then ran out of her Dorm and went down the stairs to the Dinning hall. She waited for awhile and looked around and Bill was nowhere to be seen. She pouted and wondered where he could be.

Marilyn stood in the same place for awhile while she thought about it and then - Ding - Light bulb The Rooftop?. So Marilyn made her way over to the Rooftop to see Bill there, She smiled. She quietly walked over behind him and covered his eyes. Guess Who. She Whispered with a smirk on her face.

[Bill Kaulitz]

If dreams are a wish the heart makes, then Bill’s wishes must be to disappear into nothingness, why Bill felt this way he had no idea the emptiness was taking over and it was all because he was lost inside himself. The hole that was left after his heart had been ripped out was now swallowing him up.

Siting in silence thinking of the past Bill cried to himself this was the only time he’d cry only when it was him and his empty soul, the only cried for two short minutes then the tears just wouldn’t fall anymore, they stop and his face dried his eye makeup was everywhere “loopnotish” he mutter whilst pointing his wand to his face the poof his face was back to normal a few mintutes pat again where Bill just sat in silence then all of a sudden darkness, someone hardd turned the lights out and with a whisper Guess Who a familiar voice was heard, Bill placed his hands over Marilyn hands “Let Me Guess The Boogie Man…Or Should I Say Boogie Girl” He turned to face her, “Hey Mar-Mar, How did you ever find me?” Bill could sense Marilyn’s unhappiness with Him “look I’m err sor..” he stoped the look on her face said it all “sorry” he muttered looking down at the grounds before him, “sit” he patted the ground next ton him. “you must hate me” he once again muttered

[fixyou]

lovesongs tthey kill me forever
Each day a light dies out
Only and in silence my smile is erased
Of in top I observe nothing await me
I engulf myself in nothing
My thoughts await me other with dimensions
Or I would be neat
I can nothing make there
I do not want to live any more its
My tears run, my suffering
My heart became stone
But why? Nobody retains me;
Soon I would not be any more
Nothing me will remain
Treasons, the wounds I would not smell them any more
The lies will be erased of my head
This chaos I would not see it any more
I would be far good too far
I can nothing make there
I do not want to live any more its
My tears run, my suffering
My heart became stone
But why? Nobody retains me
The glares of my heart mutilate me
Along my veins run the end
My heart tears
Here turn will remain similar
My last breath shouts freedom
And I from go away where
My black angel will become white
all the people must hate me
i want be alone forever
i hate all the love lies